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Sunday, October 5, 2014

Road To SPM!!! (20 Something Days More)


Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Alhamdulillah, Ya Allah..
Rasa seronok pulak bila tengah taip kat blog nie...
Thanks a lot :D
Haha, rasa cam banyak je nak citer kat sini tapi tak kot..
Nak singgah sekejap je be4 nak SPM nie..

Hahaha, SPM!!!
Look scared but actually it is a wonderful one..
In shaa Allah,
Emm, tak tau nak coret apa sebab daa lama tak conteng dalam nie..
Cumanya, hanya satu je..
Just nak wish..
" Sorry to everyone who ever meet me be4 this and especially who's reading this!"
Oh, terharu..hahaha
Yes, that's my target...

Tadi balek kampung pun sebelum balek rumah balek..
Daa salam semua saudara mara (yg halal je okey, huhu), minta maaf kat deorang atas segala salah silap dan minta doakan yg terbaik buat diri ini..
Alhamdulillah, semua org bagi respons yg baik..
May Allah Bless U Guys..

Emm, rasanye tu je kott,
Tak leh lama-lama, kena go on study pulak nie..
(Kononnye), hahaha...
Okay, just one the last be4 I leave,

"Appreciate anyone who ever had help you or not, give contributions or not, give requirements or not and give appreciation to you or not because that is UKHUWAH FILLAH"

Maybe look simple, but this is very meningful for me & SORRY FOR THE BROKEN ONE..
HAHAHAHAHAHA

In shaa Allah, until we meet again after SPM..
Tajdid niat..
'JIHAD FISABILILLAH'

Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin

p/s: Baru isi permohonan matriks tadi, hehehe btw SALAM AIDILADHA!!! 
       Doa dipanjangkan umur utk naik haji.. Ngee :D
Ooo, one more...
All De Best For '97 Guys!
Let's fight together :)



Saturday, February 22, 2014

After A Decade... (Hahaha)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
Wow, what along time no see, aaa...
Okay, emm, still do know what to share...
Hahaha..
Yeah, its about a decade ago we never meet, Poor Blog...
Hahaha, serve your right...
Got a lazy blogger like me...
Ahah, yaa.. I would like to share something here...
I've just think about it a few second ago, huhuhu...
What a nonsense!!!

Okay, hmm, right now, I feel very busy as this year is my 'Senior Year' at SASIC...
There are a lot of things to do..
I've worry if I can't focus to my SPM this end year...
I'm so afraid, I'm deadlocked, I feel like wanna cry right now..
I don't know what to do, it's SPM you know, I feel that I don't believe that I should face this...
Ooo ALLAH, please help me..
I want my feel back like what I got about 2 years ago..
Feeling that shows me wanna be an excellent...
But now, I do not have that..
I feel nothing, zerooo..

I'm so afraid of my studies..
I don't expect that SPM is everything and become a slave for it..
BUT...
I don't want to make my parents sad...
They've made eveything for me since I was young...
I wanna reply them...
I, I, I,I...
I don't know what to say anymore...
Please ALLAH, I'm begging you for help me...
I want a NEW HEART...
I've feel nothing right now, Ya Allah...
Please ALLAH, don't let me left in the lurch without you...
Don't leave me ALLAH...
I need you every second, time and days...

Ooo ALLAH...
Shows me your guidance...
Make me easy to approve something...

Your Humble Slave,
-NUR HIDAYAH MADZLAN-

(Sorry for the broken English, I'm still learning)