After A Decade... (Hahaha)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Wow, what along time no see, aaa...

Okay, emm, still do know what to share...

Hahaha..

Yeah, its about a decade ago we never meet, Poor Blog...

Hahaha, serve your right...

Got a lazy blogger like me...

Ahah, yaa.. I would like to share something here...

I've just think about it a few second ago, huhuhu...

What a nonsense!!!

Okay, hmm, right now, I feel very busy as this year is my 'Senior Year' at SASIC...

There are a lot of things to do..

I've worry if I can't focus to my SPM this end year...

I'm so afraid, I'm deadlocked, I feel like wanna cry right now..

I don't know what to do, it's SPM you know, I feel that I don't believe that I should face this...

Ooo ALLAH, please help me..

I want my feel back like what I got about 2 years ago..

Feeling that shows me wanna be an excellent...

But now, I do not have that..

I feel nothing, zerooo..

I'm so afraid of my studies..

I don't expect that SPM is everything and become a slave for it..

BUT...

I don't want to make my parents sad...

They've made eveything for me since I was young...

I wanna reply them...

I, I, I,I...

I don't know what to say anymore...

Please ALLAH, I'm begging you for help me...

I want a NEW HEART...

I've feel nothing right now, Ya Allah...

Please ALLAH, don't let me left in the lurch without you...

Don't leave me ALLAH...

I need you every second, time and days...

Ooo ALLAH...

Shows me your guidance...
Make me easy to approve something...

Your Humble Slave,

-NUR HIDAYAH MADZLAN-

(Sorry for the broken English, I'm still learning)